I don’t have many possessions these days. Got it widdled right back to just the stuff I
really like or can use. Sentimentality is
taken in small things, literally. I
collect rocks, shells, miniature glass… portable stuff. Its not to say I don’t have things for a long
time. For instance the lamp that lights my desk now is the one I bought for my
desk at Staples oh, I don’t know, about 14 years ago. And I still have my first
dolly, her face is crazy melty 40 year old plastic but I still love to put my
hand inside, work the arms and ask myself animated questions. I just have less of everything. I was pained to buy two more cereal bowls recently but
admitted that they would be used every day.
That’s the rule, if I can’t use it today I don’t really need it. Improvisation relieves you of the
responsibility of earning the money to buy the specialized thing. You could use that money to travel, well that’s
just my gypsy showing… I just think that
the stuff we accumulate tends to be specialized, just like we have become.
Our job descriptions are a great example, I
was a customer service representative level II once. Maybe if someone else didn’t define your job you could do
the aspects you enjoyed and be really good at it. Instead we cram ourselves into these
definitions so we can move up the ladder, because that is what is next, more
money, more stuff. I totally digress.
If you can’t use it right now you don’t really need it. I am constantly amazed at how I can give something
away, that yes I will need next season, and how there one is when I go back
looking for it. How many times do we
speak of luck. What if you made your own
luck, by continuing to try? How would you feel lucky if you never risked it? My security comes from knowing myself, not
from the things around me. Knowing that I
am tried and true, reliable, knowing that the answer is always in the
question. Digression once again…
Put half your stuff in storage. Anyone who has staged their home for sale
knows this. Your place will look better,
everyone will say so. There will be room
in the closets and in the cupboards. Not
room for more things, if you really want something you can go shopping at the
store of all your favorite stuff, your own storage locker. If it is not your
favorite stuff it is time to let it go. If you might need it, the same chance exists
that you may not. What if you gave away
a part of yourself on each of the things you own, how much you is left?
I think I have looked at this idea more than most. You could only bring what would fit in your car
when a hurricane came ashore in Florida. You sort out what is most important. I have moved often, culling the heard to fit
in someone’s pick up. I have lived in my
van, out of a back pack, off of a motorcycle, examining what should take up
crucial space and add weight. I used to get to say that all my stuff fit in my van but I think
these 2 new cereal bowls have pushed me over the limit.
I Love You My Gypsy Queen!!!!
ReplyDeleteI live vicariously through you and your willingness to experience what life/Earth has to offer, to the fullest.
You are the only person I can say has, "Lived in a van, down by the river"!! Haha
LAVA
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