Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Warrior


The weather was crazy, it was warm but wind was gusty and blowing.  I was at Stacey’s house for Ann’s bachelorette party.  Ann and I were out on the deck soaking up the storms energy when she began to stretch a little.  It seemed that the stretches she was doing were predetermined, like poses.  She moved between postures, breathing in and out, in such a way that I heard it over the wind.  Whatcha doin?  Well Cher I am a little tight so I thought I would do this warrior series and work it out.  I watched as she moved her body through the poses, her arms getting longer, her legs getting stronger, her posture aligning.  Ann is a beautiful woman but there is something extra-ordinary about getting to watch someone do yoga.  You see all of their stuck energy begin to flow, their face begin to soften and their whole body become one with the fabric of this universe.  She stood up and smiled at me and I was hooked.  I knew that yoga was something I wanted in my life.  I have repeated these same poses in many countries over many years and they have always brought me back to my center. 
I often preach that exercise takes no time at all and I will reemphasize that again here.  The warrior series is a set of standing postures, no mat, no class, no excuses…
The weather is crazy, it is warm but has managed to snow a foot overnight.  This morning I am awakening my warrior to ride the mountain side.



Sunday, April 21, 2013

Church



Sunday morning walk. didn't even get any breakfast in me.  was cleaning up the kitchen from a saturday of cooking and looked outside to see a flock of blackbirds in the aspen holding the bird feeder.  Excited i got my camera and tried to get some shots with the patio door open but it spooked them and it was still chilly.  Downstairs to the bedroom for a better view of the feeder, oops gotta clean these windows.  I got dressed and headed out only to find the feeder on the ground.  After hanging it again I set off for the trailhead up the hill.  what a beautiful morning. the sun is intense and the road was steaming off it's snow.  I made first tracks on the trail and only went so far since the snow camouflaged expanding creek paths. and here i am, back with a smile on my face, my heart full and birds back at the feeder.  Enjoy these pics. 

Saturday, April 20, 2013

Of course all of the sunflower seeds are at the top of the feeder


I am a particle scientist.  Not in the muon, neutrino way but in the everything solid is made up of smaller parts, or particles way, much much larger than a quark.  I studied the shape of individual particles to determine things like flowability (how do you get all the jello mix out of the package) compaction (how do you get a tablet of ibuprophen to stay together) and coverage (how does that black paint look so black).  I used techniques to study these particles individually and in bulk.  It was an early lesson that the whole behaved differently than the sum of the parts.  One of the very first experiments to demonstrate this was entitled “why are the brazil nuts always on top” back in like 1962 I think.    Counter to all of our intuition, the largest pieces rise to the top of the can of mixed nuts.  If I examine this nut, individually it is large, it is dense and it is long.  If I put it on a bed of smaller peanuts I would expect it to sink down into the bed because it has so much mass in comparison.  In fact, the brazil nut will always rise to the top, no matter it’s mass.  It’s shape creates a packing density difference.  These long banana shaped nuts do not stack well, there is room around them for smaller nuts to maneuver.  So all of the small nuts, in their search for lowest energy state, seek to fill in the gaps and move lower in the can.  Add a little vibration and well, you can use this trick to get the biggest pieces of popcorn to the top of the bag. 
Alone, they are just nuts, together they are examples of granular convection.   The best part- we are not exactly sure why this happens. I gave some of the reasoning but there isn’t an agreed upon comprehensive explanation. 
Today I remember my curiosity counselor Dr. Brian Kaye.  He made chaos exciting and opened my mind to accept quantum mechanics.  He was a major influence in the lives of many women, taking them on and encouraging them to get graduate science degrees.  He sought to make the mysteries of science accessible to everyone, writing books on complicated topics in simple language.  He loved language and studied etymology, his books filled with side-bars on word origins.  He strong armed the university into letting all of his ‘harem’ (seriously, that’s what some of the other old farts used to say) attend, participate and lead industry workshops giving us real world experience.  I oft retell the story of leading my first workshop at the Powder & Bulk show and how there were no stairs to the stage.  I, in my pretty skirt suit, had to go around back and climb up on- I was the only woman speaker in the entire conference proceedings.  Dr. Kaye told my parents once that my gift is my ability to explain complicated things in an easy to understand way.   I know he helped me cultivate that gift, one I use every day in every way.  I love to share knowledge, like why we think the sunflower seeds are at the top of the feeder.  

Thursday, April 18, 2013

Celebrating Spring Inside Today



It is hard to believe that we have more snow now than any other day this winter.  The great news is that they re-opened Breck and Vail for this weekend so that is where we will be enjoying this plenty.  my morning glories don't seem to know that it is snowing outside.  They grow about 2 inches per day, it took two hours for the leads to find and lash to the bamboo canes i put in their pots.  the awareness these plants have is amazing.  More so, they take water and create a blossom in one day, grow it and turn it purple in one day then that blossom opens to the world for just one single day, mere hours!  my first blossom of the year lasted 8 hours before turning inward and closing up.  Tomorrow I hope to start the journey all over again...

Wednesday, April 17, 2013

Patents and Copyrights

here is the punch line
i really think that patents and copyrights are retarding innovation. 

I have worked for various scientific manufacturers, running their testing labs, leading development, planning and executing product testing.  I have defended patented technology both to prospective and doubtful customers, standards boards and experts alike.  i have been very fortunate to work for believers.  people that thought continuous innovation was a good idea.  what they never did was give enough time and thought to research and development.  they held this secret, this innovative thing/part/tech and yet they managed to squander it.  and i don't mean in a fiduciary manner, I mean in a change the world way.  competition, not collaboration is our standard.  to win, to best, to profit. why do we throttle our advancements in the interests of money?  this is not just in one community or vocation, this is EVERYWHERE.  You are not given access to the best because the best will not rise until there is free and open collaboration.  Why is it a crime to talk about what you know? 


otherwise the lawyers just keep getting richer...

Saturday, April 13, 2013

life by the seat of my toilet

in my house the toilet seat is just where it is, if you need it up put it up, if you need it down then put it down.  There is no usual or expected position.  the needs of one of us does not supercede the needs of the other.  i had not really given this much thought until I stayed the night at my friend Joel's place.  He has a roommate Zac and sometimes Zac's son stays over.  The toilet seat at their house is always down.  these three have been trained to put the seat down for the ladies... now if you put the lid down because you have dogs or for feng shui reasons that's a little different but if you do it for a woman I have to ask WHY? 

perhaps i am just too unrefined to comprehend what is so egregious about touching the toilet seat or what is so difficult about looking before you sit, ladies?  hell, if you go to ecuador most bowls do not even have a seat, you perch your heiny on the edge of the porcelain and do your business.  but see, i would go anywhere, anytime.... many a fellow traveler has seen my white ass on the side of the road.   

i have been reading a fabulous book "from power to partnership" by Montuori and Conti.  like many of the tomes on my shelf it gets picked up and read in fits and starts.  The book mark inside is the campground map for Brainard Lake and marks a page that begins "... is passionate about the need to develop new archetypes or role models for women and men.  We are constantly bombarded with images that reinforce the dominator society..."  to that I say "no shit sherlock".  but then i have worked hard to practice partnership over power.  for when you aim to control someone else's behaviour you are merely judging that your way is better than theirs.  and what gives you that right? i believe there is only one real wrong in this world and that is judgement.  

so ladies, please stop congratulating yourselves on getting your man and kids to behave as you wish.  in fact, in the mornings i do remark that the toilet seat is a little bit warmer for not having sat on the cold bowl all night. 

Tuesday, April 9, 2013

The Turtle

i own and drive an Econoline E-250 van.  it used to be a cable van, if you stand just right you can see the shiny "Adelphia" on the side where the company stickers used to be.  it came with a metal divider to separate the two front seats from the rest of the cargo hold.  i toyed with the idea of getting a mobile home but all i saw was miniature crappy specialized mechanical, electrical and plumbing.  i knew i could do better and be more covert and mobile.  the back has a bed built over the wheel well under which is a bin with clothes, a bin with outwear, one cooler for keeping food cold, one cooler for dry food, two water jugs and a tool box. i bought standard van shelving which i configured to hold milk crates. in those crates are kitchen stuff, lantern, books, toiletries and other necessities.  stove, ax, yoga mat, tent occupy the spaces in between.  the van has an inverter to supply AC electric, a kick ass stereo and a lock box to put my laptop and camera inside of.  the only give away that my van is not your standard plumbers/electrician/cable van is the RV vent/fan near the rear over the bed.   I made magnetic curtains for all of the windows and have put up class 1 insulation over the entire cargo hold. 

her name is persephone.  i have seen 45,000 miles of north america through her panoramic windshield.  on a particular trip through the desert on my way to the grand canyon, singing along at full force, it occurred to me that i had everything i needed with me.  i had my home on my back.  i was just like a turtle.  a moment later i stopped at a roadside grouping of native artists selling wares to stretch my legs and see what the tribes in that part of the country considered art and craft.  past the horse hair pottery examples a tray of jewelry lay.  among the eagles and dragonflies a ring of silver topped by a turquoise turtle beckoned.  Of course it fit perfectly, and is the only one i have ever seen.  

i look at the ring on my finger now and it reminds me that whether i am in the van or not, i AM the turtle and my home is on my back, with me at all times.  and just as the turtle cannot separate itself from its shell, neither can i be parted from my connection to all.  

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

Dude, I just got snow in my sandal



I have lived in Colorado on and off now for 4 years now and if you can say something besides "wow it is beautiful" it would be "wow is the weather unpredictable".  this is most especially true now i live at 9000 feet.  it was just snowing outside and it is +7C... The sun scorches every surface in just seconds. Well i finally got around to downloading and organizing some pictures I took around town and on a drive that Adam and I took over Loveland Pass.  When you live in the interior of the mountain range, you get around using passes, tunnels, studded tires and alot of 4x4/AWD.  I have not driven the van since I got stuck in the Natural Grocers parking lot.  So as i put the snowshoes away for the season and pull my florida worthy collection of sandals out i share these pics with you.